What time is it? It’s blogging time.
Today I want to talk about what has been inside of me. I like to throw things inside of me. So things gather up.
I see so many people living their life. Some are in a rush, some are taking it slow. If you look at deeper, every person is trying to reach something; well at least most of the people. These people have goals and ambitions. Those are the ones that are lucky, because they know what to do. I want to focus on the unlucky ones. We have a lot of unsure people around. People who don’t know what to do with their lifes, people are who lost and have no motivation to do anything. That’s why in schools teachers always ask students what they want to be when they grow. They isn’t much to choose right, in middle school you can’t be like I want to be the person who makes food capsules for NASA. It’s the usual jobs: doctor, dentist, laywer, businessmen/women, or singer. So you continued through school and observed your interests. In what classes am I doing good? The answer to this question usually determines the students’ futures. For example, in second or third grade I got my first personal computer, and I fell in love with it. I said to my self and my family that I will be a computer engineer. Pretty broad. As I started learning more about computers I started to find out different branches of “computers” field. I have change from engineer to programmer to web designer to computer science(major in college) to Information Technology(changed computer science to this). I have had so many different interest, but in the end I decided to continue with something computer related. I feel lucky. Very lucky that I didn’t have to think so much about it, because I love what I do. I get joy from technology and I want to contribute. I wish so many other people were lucky like me. I wish some people were as determined. Because this life isn’t very forgiving. It’s harsh and mean. You have to put your rules and guidelines. You have to draw your road on what you want to do… Well of course it’s not so easy in the end. I believe in high power, God. Every person has his or her destiny written on their foreheads, and that’s how they are going to live and that’s how thing are going to be. So if you aren’t sure about what to do about your future, don’t feel bad, it’s not your fault. That’s how it was suppose to be. Just continue living and enjoying life. You might not be able to be the person people expect to be, but you can always be the best of you. Sky is the limit. If something doesn’t work, don’t waste your time. Move on! Don’t worry to much. Just focus on your self and your surroundings. Ask yourself in the end of the day, what did I do for the world? What did I do for my parents? What did I do for my self? What did I do for my loved ones? Most important is to have answers to those questions. Try to be a good person, believe in things and be open minded. Try new stuff…
… and never give up.
With love, Muzafar.
So I have stopped using tumblr for a while, because I just didn’t feel like doing anything on it. Couple of weeks ago I got the urge to write. Just write. I started off on blogger because it’s under google and it’s easy because I have an android phone (T-Mobile G2 by the way :) ) Well it wasn’t so easy on it. It was kinda pain in the ass. So I decided to switch over to here. Design is better. More convinient plus it has a native application on the android market on which I am typing on. This is cool. Really, I don’t have to use the browser. Just couple of steps and I am already typing.
So why am I writing now? Because I feel like it made me feel better. I have bunch of shit in my head. This will pull out some of it out so that I will have space for other things. I keep forgetting stuff. I hope it helps. I will update the profile when I get home. I still need to figure out this application better.
Alright I need to go, because I am in Chemistry now. We are reviewing moles. Easy shit. If I didn’t know the topic I wouldn’t be writing this.
Okay. This will be the start. Let’s see what is coming soon… ;)
